Saturday, January 9, 2010 . 7:27 PM
Maybe this year I shouldn't hang out with ScorpiosIt seems like my relationship with Fang Tian's seems to get worse all the time
I've read about this year's Scorpios relationship with Aquarius
It says that this year we're gonna having many arguments
I think it actually seems quite right to me
Maybe I shouldn't stay with her anymore
Currently, its showing some bad signs between us
It's like I'm afraid of her knowing about something
But when I come to think of it
I couldnt figure out what was it
And she seems to be the same way
As if she's afraid of me knowing about her strategies or smth
We both are always very suspicious
But honestly, I didnt really want to hide frm her or smth
If she wanted me to teach her, I'll be very willing to do it
If she really did better than me academically, I'm really happy for her
It's not that I'm scared that she'll surpass me or smth
Just that I'm still trying to change
Trying to be unselfish
Trying to be generous
I'm really sry to her after the call just now
For saying those really stupid things to her
I felt idiotic for disturbing her
And I promise I wont ever do it again
Well...
Maybe I'm just too afraid that everyone around me has already started their own plans
while I was the one left behind still laid back behind doing nothing :(
Her voices... Where her HEART is...
