Thursday, December 30, 2010 . 11:30 PM
Facing ur fears, it might seemed hard in the beginning...But if u endure till the end, it's easy to overcome it.
What god wants to give, will be given to you. What god wants to take, will always be taken away from you.
Why is it sometimes, people would still want to search for another partner in life, when they know that eventually, they still had to leave this world alone?
I wish I had a heart made of steel. Becos it's too fragile, that even the tears are rebelling against my commands. Her voices... Where her HEART is...
Thursday, December 23, 2010 . 1:00 AM
Yea.I might not have most of the things compared to others.
I might not be the best compared to the others.
So what?
I know I'm a bad person.
I know this better than anyone else...
Sometimes it's also not healthy to look back at the past
Look at how others are progressing, performing
It really sucks away all ur optimism.
"Not fair", is what everyone would have in mind
But I'm not going to feel that the world is "unfair"
That god is "mistreating" me.
I need time.
I need to change, and progress.
It'll be hurtful, but I know I have to pull through.
This emptiness feeling.
That's what most ppl are feeling in society.
I might be down now.
But I know it wont be for long :) Her voices... Where her HEART is...
Tuesday, December 21, 2010 . 4:36 PM
Manage to watch finish this dramaFinally!
After having a job during the holidays
I finally realize why most adults rather study than work instead
Becos I'm currently having the same feeling as them!!!
Working is boring!
Work for the sake of $$$
So hardworking, just becos of the little $$$
Doesnt appeal very much to me
I rather study hard at home until I've had my own qualifications to find a better job that has a better pay.
How I wish school reopens sooner.
People are just too lost in society
Not becos of $$$, then becos of LOVE!
What's so good bout these 2 things?
You can have a taste of them temporary
But you cant have them forever with you.
I just couldnt understand why human beings like to purse things that are not permanently forever.
Well...
As usual, I've finished watching Fated to Love You.
Exciting and hilarious.
Although exaggerated a little, it's still heart-warming and a little touching.
After this drama, I've also finish watching Iryu Team Medical Dragon 3
Nice drama ever!
No matter Season 1 , 2 or 3
It's still as exciting, as inspiring as ever
It really inspires me to know more about medical industry
Know more stuffs related to health sciences or life sciences
Really motivating and heart-warming.
Best drama I've ever seen!
Thumbs up! :)
I think this is the first drama that I've ever watched finish this fast
The last episode just air yesterday
And I've managed to watch finish this drama een before Mysoju even upload it
Youtube was fast.
I love Youtube.
Haha.
Well.
Watched romance dramas, comedy dramas, inspirational dramas
Romance dramas.
It reminds me of being my own unique self
Although I might not be specially good-looking like the actresses on TV shows
it doesnt really matter.
As long as I'm not that bad-looking, it's good enough
I use to think, " If one day someone saw through who am I, and appreciates who I am, I must really really treasure him too"
I guess this what really made me hard to give up on HIM
But now, whether in future will there be other suitors who appreciates me
it doesnt really matter a lot to me
And I dont really wanna bother so much
I'm alrdy tired of such stupid games
Waiting patiently for the HIM to act, it really sucks away lots of my precious time.
Career is now my first priority.
Study is now my second priority
Parents are my third priority
After so many regrets, so many lessons learnt
I've finally woke up.
Life is not just about daydreaming.
It's more about making your dreams come true
If you have a dream, make it come true then.
There's so many things waiting for you to do.
Speaking of Love, I dont really care
I only know, when time is ripe, it will come by itself
You dont have to seek.
Why for go looking for such sufferings when you know the how's the ending better than anyone else?
What happened in the past, let it be a history.
What's most important is to learn to start a new chapter, with exciting and thrilling moments, with a happy ending eventually.
Leading my carefree life again..
This time, with my own dreams without any limits or anyone stopping my way again! :) Her voices... Where her HEART is...
Wednesday, December 15, 2010 . 10:01 PM
It's not about the invitationIt's not about HIM either
It's bout my own willingness
Am I really true about helping out...
About volunteering myself to help others
I want to help, very much
Yet asking me to turn up for 6 months continuously without fail might be a little too impossible.
It's an association.
There are kids there too.
I love kids, especially interacting with them
But it doesnt really feels right
If a person is really true to help others
Then the condition for committing at least 6 months isnt necessary at all
Well...
committing for 6 months isnt a prob for me
but telling me to try having a perfect attendence is a little tough
I'm still considering.
Have to think wisely before I made any decisions
Not worth fretting over it =.= Her voices... Where her HEART is...
Monday, December 13, 2010 . 8:18 PM
拼了老半命，到底是为什么呢？拼了老半命，还是不够
何苦呢？
Seems like almost everyone is busying working.
Holidays doesnt sounds like holidays
Everyone is so working so hard... so busy...
Working really makes most of us go blind
Go stark raving mad, bonkers
Made us have a taste of society
A comparison over the pleasure of studying
How bland society tasted.
Somehow...
If, everyone isnt selfish for their own benefits
would everything turned out differently?
Yea.
Human beings are the most egotistical creatures in this world
Of course, they would only act differently if they knew when they are going to die.
Still...
Life goes on.
I'm on my own now.
Nobody is waiting for me
And neither am I waiting for anyone
I chose to be alone for now
An individual, a single player
Trying my hardest and the best in everything I could
It might feel devastating for now
But I know that my glorious days arent over either
They might not be in the present, but they will be back
Soon :) Her voices... Where her HEART is...
Saturday, December 11, 2010 . 1:19 AM
After flipping back to my previous posts...After so many things happened
After so many guessings, anticipation, hope and assumings...
It's all over, isnt it?
Yea. It's all alrdy over long ago.
Just that I'm still stuck with my own emotions
Guess I'm not suited to watch romance dramas for now
What's wrong with being single?
What's wrong with being heartbroken?
It's not that bad actually :)
I'm rather grateful.
Thanks HIM for appreciating me.
Apologies for those harsh sentences that I've made about HIM.
Those are just words of anger, I know I was just being too much.
These few months HE had made me realized many many things
And made me learnt many many things
They'll be kept deep inside as a part of my memory
A new start, and a new life
I'm not going to stop my footsteps from now onwards
Not looking back, and never intend to in future
It's all Herstory =)
Just hope that HE would get to grow up one day and realise that there's still many things that's waiting for him to know about them.
Be a matured one, a confident one and a firm one
And a real gentleman.
I'm sure he'll get to find someone who is more suitable for HIM =) Her voices... Where her HEART is...
等待一个不会回来的人，那才是最累的。女人被骗第一次是纯真，第二次是无知，第三次就是愚蠢。
重要的是如何生存，不是如何死去.
如果你忘不掉过去，那就干脆不要忘记了。埋在心底里，作为你人生故事的一部分。那沉寂的过去呢，就会变成养料，你要知道不能总往后看啊，那样你就不会进步。
Since it's not forgotten, then let it be unforgotten. Just let it become part of your life story. Not a regretful one, but a meaningful one =)
Her voices... Where her HEART is...
Tuesday, December 7, 2010 . 10:48 PM
徘了徊了走了错了过了等了累了全都困了烦的乱的等的
都是真的
疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的拥有的失去的
怎么忘呢
你做过的伤放困了你爱的音
那天的我等着你等成了摆设
我的你的他的好的坏的难的
灰的蓝的黄的酸的甜的苦的
都还记得
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的
我心要换你的真的不行那么
只得放了
环岛的火车载着我第几天了
忽然发现这一刻我不想你了
我的快乐会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择
花接受凋零
风接受追寻
心的伤还有一些不要紧
我接受你的决定
我想著天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停
你的明天有多快乐不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了
伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福一半甜的,一半苦的,像我手中冷掉的可可.
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱著一半的歌
我的明天快不快乐都是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了
伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
另一半的歌 Her voices... Where her HEART is...