Sunday, January 24, 2010 . 6:43 PM
Recently felt myself being too "polluted"having nasty tempers and being sort of impolite sometimes
In my head is always full of other thoughts
I couldnt concentrate in class event though I had enough sleep in class
Lack of some information and instructions frm the teachers
Sometimes feeling stress, sometimes worry
What have really become of me?
I simply just couldnt understand myself
Sometimes being alone, all the thoughts and evrything flush into my mind
Sometimes I would feel that I'm lacking of smth
Looking at the other girls, having "someone" beside them, walking together
It really made me curious bout it:
If I wish I knew who would be walking right beside me in a few years later...
Would I find him a nuisance because he always stalks me too much?
What kind of guy is he?
Will he be a Gemini or a Libra?
Or maybe not what I've expected to be?
Right now I'm currently in love with Kim Hyun Joong
Not really in love, but just admiration
I don't idolize him, but I envy him
Talented, Good-looking, Humorous and most of all see "love" more important than his career
Honestly, he's my ideal type
But it's impossible for him to be guy
LOLs!
Sometimes walking home alone along the long corridor way, I would imagine him walking right beside me
It feels good to be imaginative :)
But sometimes it made me wonder
Would I met someone like Kim Hyun Joong?
Or someone very similar to him?
If he finally appeared, would we be fated to be together...?
Her voices... Where her HEART is...
