Monday, April 19, 2010 . 5:10 PM
Well, Today in schoolHe didnt talked to me at all
I kept on thinking bout it
Why is he acting like dat?
Well, maybe it's becos he's just too embarrassed or awkward to face it
For me, IT IS awkward
But yet i acted as if nth had happened
It really is WOW!!!
Like he could really hide his feelings for almost 2 years!
without telling anyone
That wasnt easy...
Well, I respect him.
and I respect his wish
I'm not planning to tell anyone either
Since he could do it for years, so can I :D
And he have done it for years, so just let it be silent for the rest of our lives
But still...
Kind of bothered by him
Sometimes when I see him, I couldnt stop thinking bout it
It all just feel so weird
Well, different ppl have different way of loving someone
But looking back at those msgs that he wrote
Somehow I doubt that he really likes me
Like I became the one who started thinking too much bout it!!
Or is he liking another girl at the same time, liking me too
If it is, then I really hate him
But still, it's his choice to like someone
I have no rights to say no...
Arghh...!
Cant get it!
Well, sometimes really just wished I didnt know all of these at the first place
Too irritated sometimes
Well... but still couldnt do anything
Thinking of all these doesnt benefit me either
So why do I think so much?
Let him be what he wants
If I want to solve, I'll solve it in future
RIGHT!
Now is not the time to think all these
FOCUS!
since it's future matters, let's just solve it in the future
FIGHTING!!!! Her voices... Where her HEART is...
