Saturday, May 22, 2010 . 1:17 AM
Today I've spill out all the beans at one go which I've kept it to myself for a long timeI couldnt find anyone to talk to
But at last I had today :)
Well, things should continue to it's original way
No matter how BIG the challenge is
I still must OVERCOME it
I know it's hard
But I have to love the word, "Persevere"
I'm forgetting, trying hard not to think about it
I've been avoiding it too
I'm trying not to bother about it
And there's more cons than pros that made me want to continue doing the things that I've decided to do
Yea...
Perhaps, not aftr all...
In the end, it would turn out to be hurtful
It's either him or me
Maybe I should try to make things clear to him
Yet I dont know why I'm still hoping for some things from him...
Maybe I'm being blinded by him aftr all...
I'm still not very sure of him, I cant jump to conclusions like this...
Anyway... Right now, the most important is still O levels
I'm not gong to remain behind forever just becos of him
I'M NOT GOING TO LET SOMEONE JUST RUIN MY WHOLE LIFE LIKE THAT!
I'm looking forward to each day
Anymore doubts and qns, aftr everything is over, then we'll settle and talk bout it again
Just let time freeze at this point of time...
Her voices... Where her HEART is...
