Tuesday, July 6, 2010 . 8:20 PM
Break for a while during Art today
As I was wondering upon the sky
The mood
The atmosphere
Everything suits on how I'm feeling during that period of time
This sky, similar to what I've saw, was how my mood was like just now...
I was standing alone on an empty space (just outside the 2nd floor toilets beside Art room) thinking bout many stuffs again..
It was suddenly that I started to realise that my heart was feeling so sad...
Why was my heart feeling so upset?
I tried breathing in the fresh air that I longed for months again
It didnt work.
The air was polluted by the vehicles in front
What NICE scenery?!
Greenery field, trees, nature...
A car drove past... another... many vehicles drove past..
*Sigh...*
Well...
Today I rebelled in school
PE lesson wasn't as fun as before
And I disobey the teacher
THAT TRAINEE!
Better not stay in BPGHS
He's not even fit to be a PE teacher!
He start it all on the wrong step!
Though it's a little satisfying to say those rebellious words against the teacher
but I know its still not nice to say that to him...
Well...
Suddenly realized the reason why god wanted to destroy the world
Destroy the bad people on this Earth
If I were god too, I would have also cried
It's not that God dont give 2nd chances
It becos we were given too many chances
Yet we are repeating the same mistakes that we did for centuries...
I'm saying this all of a sudden becos I thought of Sheryl and her gang
It's like for what reason that they have to give STUPID faces whenever we crossed each other
and act like as if I'm some sort of the "BAD GUY"?!
Come on la! Grow up!
I've alrdy put behind the past alrdy
What's there to be unsatisfied about?!
Sick of hypocrites...
Well... I guess that's how for now
I'm been kinda tolerating many things these few days
I dont know why either
I'm trying to think the positive side of things...
My head is feeling heavy now
Somehow like it's going to have a headache soon or something
Maybe just too tired...
I'm just feeling ANNOYED SICK and IRRITATED NOW!!!
Her voices... Where her HEART is...
