Friday, September 17, 2010 . 10:34 PM
BALANCE, LOVE , LIFEI realized 2 is much enough than 3 of it
For me, I can obtain Love.
But its also not a necessary condition in my life.
So what if u did better than me..?
YEA? SO WHAT?!
That doesnt mean u are ALWAYS better than me?!
Do u even know the big difference between "smart" and "nice"?
I'm just nice, not smart
Cant u tell the difference?!
So what if u ever once in your life get to date a "SUPER SMART" girl...?!
SO WHAT?!
Is that part of my home affairs?
Do I even look like I at least care bout her?!
So what if studying with SMART people benefits u damn much?!
SO WHAT?!
So u could start despising the people around u?
And show how great u are?
Let's say I'm just being too unrealistic
Let's just say I'm too imaginative and innovative
Always seeking for perfection, a perfectionist
I was wrong.
I was disappointed, not only then, but now too...
somehow I haven't been breathing fresh air
Somehow I cant see the blue skies anymore
everything is so out of control
Especially my emotions.
What I wanted to do is still way too far to fulfill.
Maybe becos of the trainings that I've adopted these few weeks
That made me have my own beliefs
I could no longer live in their generation
Somehow, I've moved on
Something more important is coming for me on my way
Well, initially an individual, always ended up as an individual.
Independence, I seemed to have forgotten you.
Maybe I'm being too absurd right now
I'm tired... very, please~
My confidence level has been pulled down by someone whom I treasure the most
The most disheartening thing that he left me
How nice it is.
It's okay.
I'll pull through somehow...
I just need to find my way back to who I am initially...
Her voices... Where her HEART is...
