Thursday, September 23, 2010 . 7:20 PM
Depressing. Disheartening. Demoralizing.So what when u have one of the above qualities
You must let ur tears have their own freedom?
So what when ur heart is torn into pieces
I'll have to let all my expressions took over my face?
So what when its smth beyond ur control
You have to gave way and shut down?
So what if I'm having all these 3 qualities now..?
SO WHAT?
I'm not pathetic like other ordinary girls.
Thanks to all ur words!
You thought I didnt know anything?!
I've hrd them all...
I knew u knew I was eavesdropping
Yet u were honest enough to declare
Now I'm clear of where I am standing in ur place...
and I'm glad enough to know
I was naive after all
you eventually proved me wrong after all
Thanks to you, I'm experiencing it again
This time round, I wont cry
Cos my tears arent worth enough for you to fall right out of my eyes
No wonder Jennifer left u becos she couldnt stand u like the way I was
I always thought we could be more than just friends
But I guess we really are suited to be just friends.
I used to think that we would somehow sort out some ways in the end eventually
Looking at the people around me, one by one having another "someone"
I thought opportunities would just pass by one day
Yet I'm actually saying "So SWEET" to Matthew when we were watching Marcus walking her gf home again.
I guess you made me wanna give up
So what if it bring us happiness?
Which what many claimed it is true...
SO WHAT?
I believe it does bring happiness, but there WILL BE conditions
Conditions that u have to sacrifice for
I guess you werent even prepared yet
I'm the one who've been taking it this seriously all this while...
I'll be okay.
I can survive
Just take it that I'm being too sensitive...
being TOO overconfident bout myself.
TIRED~
It doesnt make gurantees at all
So why should I bother even?
Not anymore... and I wont. Her voices... Where her HEART is...
