Saturday, September 25, 2010 . 9:00 AM
OVER.Just an end of a story, yet another new beginning...
Yea.
Now I knew everything.
It was really what we actually heard
It's heartbreaking though, but life still goes on.
Many thanks to the people who've given me advice
I know its hard to get over him now.
But I will... someday and soon.
Meilin was right, "天涯何处无芳草，何必单恋一枝花？"
there's so many guys out there in the world
Better than him million of times
Why should I still admire over such a worthless flower like him?
It was really my mistake.
I've been playing the "fool" all these while
Thanks for treating me specially, I appreciated it.
I've learnt my lesson.
Well, thanks sooooooo much to all my friends who've consoled me too
Especially Edward.
He really is a good listener :)
And oso to Meilin and Marcus today!
I really love u guys!
Thanks a lot for being there for me while Fang Tian was away for these few days
I am much much better now :)
Though there is still a big hole inside me
I'm fine.
My inner self was right, I still dont really know who he IS
It was my mistake.
He was in actual fact, not the person that I expected him to be
That's why it dealt me with such a big blow...
Now I fully understand.
YOU werent right, and I wasnt fully wrong too
It's not because I dont deserve this at all
It's becos YOU arent worth for me at all!
MSG TO LLHX:
I believe maybe one day...just someday you'll eventually get to read this...
All I wanna say is:
Thanks for the days when u made me feel so special
I thought you knew what I meant by "studies comes first"
I thought u would have the patience to let me fully embrace you
I thought you were different from other guys that I've met so far
More sensible, more responsible...
I always used to think that my world only revolves around you...
However, after knowing that u having a "someone" , right aftr me
I realized I was wrong.
YOU proved me wrong.
Though you left ur marks here unknowingly...
It was troublesome enough for me to clean it up for you
But I was grateful enough for the rubbish you had left for me
If it werent for these rubbish, I wouldnt have known that the world actually revolves around the whole universe
Life is more than what you ever thought or expected
I'm not silly enough to wait for you neither am I to stay put.
I just appreciate what you felt for me
If it werent for you, I wouldnt have learned such a vital lesson :)
As long as we're still alive, life still has to go on...
You'll eventually find someone better than me, someone suitable for you, someday...
While I'll return back to whom I used to be...
Stronger... and better :)
Her voices... Where her HEART is...I believe maybe one day...just someday you'll eventually get to read this...
All I wanna say is:
Thanks for the days when u made me feel so special
I thought you knew what I meant by "studies comes first"
I thought u would have the patience to let me fully embrace you
I thought you were different from other guys that I've met so far
More sensible, more responsible...
I always used to think that my world only revolves around you...
However, after knowing that u having a "someone" , right aftr me
I realized I was wrong.
YOU proved me wrong.
Though you left ur marks here unknowingly...
It was troublesome enough for me to clean it up for you
But I was grateful enough for the rubbish you had left for me
If it werent for these rubbish, I wouldnt have known that the world actually revolves around the whole universe
Life is more than what you ever thought or expected
I'm not silly enough to wait for you neither am I to stay put.
I just appreciate what you felt for me
If it werent for you, I wouldnt have learned such a vital lesson :)
As long as we're still alive, life still has to go on...
You'll eventually find someone better than me, someone suitable for you, someday...
While I'll return back to whom I used to be...
Stronger... and better :)
