Thursday, November 25, 2010 . 7:50 PM
Incredible, isnt it?I've just came back from a movie with HIM.
It's funny whenever he replied " I dont know. I'm following you everywhere...", after I've asked him "Where do u wanna go?" for quite a number of times.
Really made me think of going to the ladies'
Thinking: "I shall see how's he gonna follow me if I'm replying: I'm going to the ladies"
Hah!
Well...
Considered the 2nd time I'm going out with a guy alone to watch a movie.
The first time was with a jerk.
I'm not gonna mention bout him or his name
Seriously regretted asking him for a movie during that first time.
Another person to make me regret again was Heng Huat.
Regretted asking him for a movie previously
Spoit not only my mood but fang tian and meilin's too.
This time, was completely different.
And this time was today, with HIM
Went to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part I
It was really enjoyable and it was GREAT.
Just had this strong urge last evening to ask HIM for a movie today
Not becos of missing HIM or feeling anything special
But rather just wanted to ask him out to improve both our friendship together
I knew I hadnt been treating him properly for the past few months
An outing wouldnt harm that much, would it?
I could feel that there's a lot of things that I wanna say to HIM
I've even told him that he looks good during prom.
And those words are really true from the bottom of my heart
But I know I couldnt say much bout it.
I cant.
What's the use of saying it anyway?
Hmmm...
Going out with HIM today feels...
normal.
Treating HIM normally, looking at HIM normally, talking to HIM normally...
Everything just feels so different
Like the way back before.
I wont stutter more. I wont think too much
And I no longer feel agonizing.
Or rather, I felt happier
More carefree, more comfortable and more like myself
Everything just feels so GREAT.
I'm not going to dwell on the past, cos there's nothing I could change
I'm welcoming the future and living in my own present way
Life's GREAT.
God is always great too!
Today just feels so AWESOME! :) Her voices... Where her HEART is...
