Monday, November 1, 2010 . 8:14 PM
I've never want to hate him...I've never want to dislike him, to ignore him...
Last month, the way how I treated him
I could still remember everything clearly
I know doing this was really wrong, really hurting
But that was just my way of retaliating
I know what I did to him was wrong, but I dont really mean it that way
It's hurting I know, but it wouldnt hurt as much as mine
Definitely not. I'm sure of it.
What does he know anyway?
He knows nothing. Nothing at all...
I didnt really want to hate him so much
to dislike everything that he does
but sometimes I just couldnt understand him
cant he be more like himself?
Why must he learn to talk like some other ppl?
normal language is gd enough to comprehend...
Not that I didnt want to talk to him
Not that I didnt want to take a photo with him
Not that I didnt want to ignore him
I just couldnt make eye contact with him
even for just a short while
I couldnt look into his eyes anymore...
or else agony would consume me again
I've came to realized being his friend does helps a lot...
maybe being just friends is enough
Well, I'm still acting like a fool now
Thinking of useless things again
What he does now will be his business
whether be it he's brooding over his "smart" and "nice" sec 2 girl or not
or anything related to him would mean nothing to me now...
I wouldnt wanna know anything and I couldnt care less about him anymore
Nothing bothers me
I only want peace! XD
Just hope to make people's lives better
show some concern and affection is alrdy gd enough!
I'm just living the way I want right now
Which is enough for me alrdy
Still, Life is as great as it is ...
Everyday may not be good, but there's something good in every day :)
Her voices... Where her HEART is...
