Sunday, November 21, 2010 . 11:14 PM
These few weeks really happened lots of things...And after so many things that had alrdy happened, I came to realise that I've been blinded.
Blinded by Love at first...
then Money...
I kept on working so hard for these past few days, seeking and researching for...?
I couldnt understand what I'm so engrossed about
What I'm so crazy bout.
What have literally become of me
I couldnt understand.
Tears flow out uncontrollably recently, probably becos of 1 litre of Tears?
I dont know but I'm somehow still addicted to 1 Litre of Tears
Haha...
Still recalling bout it in my mind sometimes...
I had a brainwash last nite
And I've finally woke up again
I guess its time to patch up with the ppl whom I didnt show enough concern for them
Be it just sympathy or sincerity
I just wanna show more care and concern to the ppl around me, especially HIM
Wonder if it's still not too late to do that?
Been reading the book "Tuesdays with Morrie" by Mitch Albom
A very meaningful novel
Highly recommended to read that
I have that novel, if interested, could borrow it frm me :)
Well, if I could be given another chance
I wanna patch up with him again...
Sounds a bit wrong but I wanna maintain a good friendship with HIM even aftr we graduate
Be it whether does he even care or bother bout me anymore
As long as we could still be friends and chat more often
Why not?
Going into another relationship... or staying up single forever
I dont wanna bother bout all these...
Even though majority of my close friends are guys now
So what?
They are good people, and I love them very much!
Really grateful and appreciate for what thay have done for me all these while
Really felt concerned and cared for...
Especially Edward and Marcus!
Even though sometimes wild thinkings may occur
But I can assure that this would never happen!
Becos making it happen equals to losing 1 very best friend
Whom I treasure the most of the time
So no matter what, it'll nver gonna happen
And I wont allow it to happen.
I'm glad I'm just a mediocre.
Not too rich and not too poor.
Not too smart and not too dumb
Just nice is always the appropriate choice :)
Well...
Gonna sleep now!
TIRED~!
Haha :)
Life is wonderful, and I truly feel happy now :) Her voices... Where her HEART is...
